to Durexgirl,
I AM SO TOUCHED. -winks.

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sometimes, i ask myself.
what do i see in you,
whats in you which i'm attracted to.
there are so many things,
yet theres no words to describe it.
i know, you're just, *special.

but how long wld i have to keep this in me,
i never know, and wld never know.
cus, i wont say anything to let you know.

so what if you know,
and so what if you dont.
it doesnt make any difference at all.

i'll still be living my life,
and yours wld still be the same.


rather that making two people upset,
i'll rather be the one instead.

i know there are more impt things in your life,
other people whom you'd rather care for,
other things you'd rather do.

i'm not blaming you,
i've no right to.
and i cant be sad either,
cus you dont know.

perhaps i shldnt be thinking about such things now,
its not the right time.

i need to study,
do well in my prelims,
put more effort during Os,
and get into a good jc.

thats all i shld be thinking abt,
as i once said,
all i need in life is just my books. (:

i know,
i can make it,
no matter what my results are now,
or what people say. (: